Sunday, April 8, 2007

Vague

In a world where everyone is delusional
Where everyone is confused and in denial
One cannot draw the conclusion between what is real and what is a make believe


I sat in a corner as I watch the world come tumbling down
I see how surreal the reality appears to be
Nothing is real and all its meaning of every purpose is vaguely represented by a superficial desire to outwit the original character


The ugliest of form is coated by an element from which the substance is brutally eliminated and stripped off of its core

As one evolves leaving nothing but a shadow of what used to be pure
Every inch of its being is corrupted by a force bigger than that of a monstrous image that won’t fade


Like a child I hide from the dream that had manifested into a nightmare that haunts me in my sleep
I searched for familiar faces as I step closer to the ground of a foreign territory
I found nothing but a feeling of eternal longing for a salvation to lift me off of an infinite void


And like a pair of paralyzed limb I felt so numb and helpless to save me from an unforgiving fate the brought me into the brink of insanity
All that I know I am left my once defined consciousness
An endless inquisition takes me to a boundless uncertainty

It seems like the search for my once affirmative identity and a battle to fight against the unknown from which I have already claimed victory for is once again set to begin
I no longer see black or white
Both have been diluted to a frightening shade of grey
Nothing is ever what it seems

5 comments:

ezou said...

what have u done to the old Jess u criminal....
Can we have her back Pweeeeaaaseee.... :(

lois said...

lOl...i read it wrOng i thOught yOu said.. Jess yOu criminal!!...haha...and i'm like...shit i'm a criminal?...

i*maginate said...

beautiful words though only you can 100% understand what they mean. love the poetic thing, though. my fave line is the last: 'Nothing is ever what it seems': sAyS it AlL ;)) hEhEEEHhhEEEHhh ;)

lois said...

i sOmetimes get lOst in my Own pOetic ways...but yea nO One can ever relate tO this as a whOle but me..

i*maginate said...

cOOllLLLlll ;)0)00))))) ^_^