Monday, March 26, 2007

Comfort In Your Strageness

I dreamt of you last night.. you were alone sitting on the edge of the stones by the shore... your eyes looked sad.. almost teary.... your presence haunts me... your voice....qietly spoken - loudly heard...your falling apart and I'm broken....this eternal sadness... this overwhelming distance...all of these elements that keeps us apart...I once told you... you're the farthest by distance but you're the closest one I have..you still are...earlier that night I was at the grocery store...I was headed out while you walk towards me...in the middle of the sliding door we met.. I was looking at my way...I bet you were too..when our bodies touched...you whisper on my left ear..."yOu are sO cute"... it was very strange..the way you uttered it...the way I felt your right arm brushed up against mine..it gave me chills...I glanced at your direction... you were gone.. all I said was a lame thank you...I continued to walk.. stuffed my bags at the back of the car...I sat inside...I waited for a short while...you came out.. looked around.. I knew you were looking for me...the tint on my window blocked every image of me...you reversed and took off...I sat a little bit longer...to let the butterflies-in-my-stOmach fly around it...I went home... await for you...I saw you as soon as I closed my eyes...you're beautiful...who are you?

22 comments:

BHCh said...

Yeah, I recognize him. It's Ezou.

ChrisinMB said...

LOL!!! this time shlemazl beat ME to it! I was going to say that. :(

btw, Why am I starting to feel like Ezou's pimp? :P

But seriously, wow, that was pretty moving.

What's with all the passion happening in the UAE??? What's in your water?

ezou said...

Officially I'm scared....
ok...
I think that Jess you are my soul mate....
but please somethings are scary....
I wasn't gona talk about it but now I'm all shaking....
On saturday, I saw my ex, and we agreed to see each other on sunday, but she said she couldn't come.
Ok till now this isn't weird.....yet....
on Sunday I was soooooo depressed so I went to the shore, I....I.....I had my bad times....then....she called, and asked me where I was and came, she said exactly: "you're the closest one I have..you still are"...
ok.....I'll post ALL the details on my blog, with PROOF and you tell me....if it's scarry or not...

ezou said...

Don't forget the dragon cheater....:P

lois said...

@shlemazl: LOL!!! pOssibly...at the state he is nOw he cOuld be lurking in anyOne's dream lOnging fOr salvatiOn

@chris: the water is cOntaminated that's why...haha!

@ezOu: i read ur blOg i felt ur pain...but like i said get a grip...and this dream i had happened 2 years agO and maybe it has sOme significance in Our present lives that's why it was re-visited...whO knOws...

and p.s tO all 3 Of yOu...if yOu dOn't knOw yet...i am explOring the Other team - yep the girls' team, On thursday i will see Maureen..she's an air hOstess...lOl!..i didn't start all this just fOr te recOrd...but u'll hear abOut it i prOmise..

abOut the dragOn...i might let it crawl tOwards yOur directiOn sOmetime whOever catches it gets tO bag it..lOl!!!

lois said...

P.S:

ezOu...in my utmOst attempt tO make yOu happy...and if i feel bad enOugh fOr yOu i might just pOst a blOg revealing the dragOns and its friends...dOn't wOrry it's nOthing graphic...when i decide to dO that...it will be dedicated On ur hOnOr...

yOu feel special yet?..*wink wink*..lOl!

ezou said...

@Jess:
Yeah, I think so to, somethings never die, and they apply to many lives many times. :)
Well about exploring the other team, I don't know, I'm no homophobic, but I just can tell you, let it flow, don't push anything, if you liked a girl, good for you, take the step, if you loved her, better, then go for it, but if you push it to homo or hetero well it would be neither sincere nor normal, bottom line, SHARE IT :P.
Anyway, I swear that you never seize to make me smile, so yeah I feel special. But now you are playing with my mind, you previously talked about the dragon, now we know that it's dragonS and with FRIENDS, this is a must see...
C'mon just a glimpse no one will know :P

lois said...

riiiight nO One will knOw...i dunnO i guess i will...give me time tO cOntemplate...and i'm glad i make u smile...cOme here gimme a hug!...:-)

ezou said...

yeah i'm comming jess.....
secretly I reopen Chris instructions on hugs....
and prepare to test them on the unknowing Jess.......
oops maybe my voice was too high........ :D

ChrisinMB said...

"secretly I reopen Chris instructions on hugs...."

good, let me know if it still works!
Haven't used the technique for several years myself. :P

btw, I notice from your comments within Shlemazl's blog that you require assistance with the elusive G-spot. Do you need some graphic instructions on that also? :P

ezou said...

hehe.....
never seized to learn...
please enlighten me.... :D
but we need a volunteer!
come on ladies don't be shy ... :P

lois said...

shhh..i'm busy creating a whole montage of misery blog for you..

ezou said...

for who.......?
misery what........?
I better gooooooo :P :S !!!

lois said...

if yOu Open my prOfile yOu'll find anOther blOg called "Dare the Tide" it's my tOrture blOg fOr yOu inspired by ur misery...

i*maginate said...

damn, i always miss the fights and it's too late!

Oh yeah, jess & ezou were born for each other.. oh purleeeease, let's see a blogmarriage!

lois said...

i*maginate LOL!!! that's a gOOd One blOgmarriage spOnsOred by gOOgle cOurtesy Of blOgospere!

ezou said...

the rings courtesy of LOTRO and the priest, minister, rabbi any whatever will be shlemazl :P
NB: Nobody makes fun of GOOGLE please.... I love those ppl..... :(

lois said...

..yea and we'll marry in Our misery and live in Our tragic kingdOm..

AmitL said...

Hi,there..visiting via S&D's blog..quite a few interesting posts,here..so,will be back later to read in detail,Jess.:)Curious query-why is 'o'in Caps most of the time?Is it a keyboard fault?(http://amitsmusings.rediffblogs.com)

ezou said...

@amitl
Curious query-why is 'o'in Caps most of the time?Is it a keyboard
No it's a freudan slip, she never misses One..... :P

@Jess
Our misery and live in Our tragic kingdOm
Ok i'm packing.....
what side of the bed do u want......:P

lois said...

..lOl! i never miss One! he knOws me tOO well... it's a disOrder

@ezOu: "Ok i'm packing.....
what side of the bed do u want......:P"

which ever side has the remote cOntrOl hOlder!

ezou said...

yeah Jess you are an open book :P I wish.......................
hehe...........
now please fulfill our fantasies and write a 1000 text about why u use those capitalized OOOoooos and tell us HOW DO U DO IT?